Just...Stop....Screaming

Connor woke up screaming at 1:30am last night. It's a very common occurrence and can last for hours. I used to have a fair bit of patience for it and have spent endless nights cuddling him while he slept in my arms. Last night wasn't one of those nights. I'm tired and stressed and I have nothing left after 2 1/2 years of this. I yelled at him and got cranky and thankfully his dad heard us and came in and took over. I went back to bed and took an hour to get back to sleep. Connor was asleep before I was.

I feel terrible today. I shouldn't loose it at him that only makes it worse. I just wish it would end.