But whenever I feel at my lowest, whenever I feel like we've been dealt too much, whenever I don't think I can cope with anymore, the universe reminds me to be grateful. Tonight I saw a policeman in the US with a beautiful kind heart had been shot and killed. I saw a gorgeous baby with brain cancer and his brave courageous mum.....and I cried.
Then I got to go into Connors room and cuddle up with him while he fell asleep. FX is hard, our days are long and not always easy, but we will get to have a full life with our kids and so much love.